everything has its ending right ?
yes, it has ended. i wonder what has happened.
thinking back , if i had accepted it, would all these happen , or would it not ?
maybe it was God's arrangement. but this arrangement hurt me again .
maybe it's a chance for me to grow. or maybe it's for me to listen to my friends ,afterall, yuting was quite spot on about it? or know who will be there for me when i'm down and cheer me up ?
i believe there's something to this thing that happened .
though i may be sad , emo. crushed. but nevetheless, i'm still grateful that you entered my life and made it wonderful though it was a really short period of time..
what else can i ask . 

coming to think of it , my friends has been there for me everytime when i'm down , i need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on . friendship lasts forever, relationship last for awhile. that's kinda so right at this point of time.
i always thought that having a relationship would be better and at least someone is there to show care,love and everything else to me.. however , friends does the same thing too, but they'll never leave you.. GOD too, he's always there for me..loving me, knows what i'm going through and all..


this november and december has played a really interesting part of 2011 .

anyways,
i don't believe that you would end this because of those whatever reasons. i'll hold on to the memories. however, my heart is deeply hurt..but feeling for you is still tingling in me..
sigh, i miss you .

hoping that you'll read.